When I was child, I imagined you in my mind, that you were the person who will make me cry, who will change the sense of my life.
By Then I taught that all dreams came true, that I only needed to wait for you, and that you will be here when I will need you.
I dreamed that in the morning when I wake up and the sun didn’t appear, you were there.
If in the dark I lose sight of love, I hold you and have no fear.
When I felt like being quiet, when I needed to speak to my mind you were there.
Through the winning, losing, and trying we'll be together, and you will be here.
If the future seems to me unclear, you will hold me and be here .
As sure as seasons were made for change, our lifetimes were made for years.
To hold you close is the only time I felt at ease.
You made me laugh, you made me cry, and you made me sit and wonder why.
Why I need you too much? And why you are not here.
Today I am going for the first time in my life , leave the arrogance and tell you that you are important to me.
Unfortunately you’re just a phantasm that lived in me.
Today I am conscious that even if I look for you door by door I will not find you
Because you simply don’t exist.