I don't know what to say, or even where to start
Too Many thoughts are hanging in my mind
I have to say it but I'am getting so sick of words
And my gray sky is dripping through my words
Can't you just feel it, can't you just see it
I can’t pretend this love that I've never felt.
Hate me please, I am tired of love
I am tired of making promise that I can’t contend,
I am tired faking this smile …
I am just tired to pretend to love you …
Roses, gifts, and calls…… All this could do it,
But it didn’t for me
I just can’t force it to be........

Let me memories your face
So I can idolize it when you are away
Let me record your voice
So deep in the stillness
I can hear you talk
Let me embezzle your smile
So your breath will follow me wherever I fly
Let me hold you strong
So some of you will reside in the refuge of my bones
Let me scrounge your light
So through the darkness I will always shine
Let me dissolve your caresses in my tears
So I will drink it when the Shadows get on my hills
Let me savor this last bliss
So I will not die when you leave

Last night I tried to be hypocrite, I tried to enter their world but I felt a huge weight on my shoulders .
I felt that the oxygen was not getting into my veins.
For a short time I couldn’t hear my heart bits, all what echoed in my ears was the heavy sound of my keyboard.
My body was tense, my computer in my laps I set for hours playing their games .
I drew this fake smile on my face and followed the rhythm of their talks . Swinging for a while, I decided to go back to my place and reenter my world.
Last night one part of me died, they killed that part that was left from those broken pieces that I spent most of my life trying to put together.
Last night I felt like a little child to whom it was impossible to finish putting up his egos, all the parts I was trying to fasten were getting loser and loser.
Last night I learned that Hypocrisy is in anything, whatever may deceive the cleverest and most penetrating man.
Last night I learned that when we abolish the slavery of half of humanity, together with the whole system of hypocrisy it implies, and then the division of humanity will reveal its genuine significance and the human couple will find its true form.

You lost me in your lies weld bladi
My love for you was made for years
Yours was made for days
You only wanted one night
I wanted the eternity

You twisted my hopes weld bladi
You wanted a ship I offered you the journey
I gave you joy, you gave me gloomy
I gave you my soul you made it you favorite playing tool
I offered you the stars you wanted the moon
It was out of my reach weld bladi

My days with you were fire, and still I loved that fire
My days with you were seconds and some seconds were hours
You made me laugh, you made me cry
And you made me sit and wonder why
Why the fire in your eyes burned my skin
Why the flare of your smile erased my sins
Why the swing of your caress plowed my wild

You broke my faith weld bladi
The faith on something I made up
With this damned heart with this damned hands
A sweet lie that is today a bitter truth
And my soul is being consumed

My shade is immense weld bladi that,
My Verses are becoming pieces of my life,
My verses are pieces of my soul,
They made me choose between you and my verses
I chose my verses because
They are real and you are not weld bladi

In the nights when you close your eyes weld bladi
My soul follows the course of your dreams.
Whispers in your ears and tells you that I exist.
I live in your eyes; I dwell in your nights

Weld bladi, don’t write now the words you've never said
Don’t show me now the tears you've never shed
Don’t try to elucidate, I got it all
There was no room in your heart for love

And I hope that it will come the day
When I will overlook the past
And start over holding your hand
But this time for the rest of my days
Weld bladi

No me fío jamás de las miradas
De los brazos que abrazan sin razón
No me gustan las frases regaladas
Que me llenan de nada el corazón
No me fío de aquél que me conoce
Ni siguiera recuerdo bien su voz
De ese que dice haber besado
Esos besos que jamás me dio

no me puedo fiar,
el miedo me ha hecho frío
compréndeme si ya ni en mí confío
mi soledad, tal vez la anulación
me han roto el corazón
y siento hastío, no me fío

no me fío de aquél que no me mira
que tendrá contra mí su corazón
me da miedo entregarme a tus caricias
pues me han hecho tanto daño amor
no me fío de aquél que hace favores
y presume de hacerlos por amor
no confío en aquel que vende amores
el amor jamás es un favor

No me puedo fiar, el miedo me ha hecho frío
Compréndeme si ya ni en mí confío
No me puedo fiar
Pues tras la vanidad
Llega la verdad, luego el vacío,
No me fío


Luis Miguel

لا باحلامك لا باوهامك راح ترجع يوم تلاقيني
لا سلامك لا كلامك و لا منك نظره بترضيني
نسيت الماضي و يا اللي كان
بقلبي ما عندك مكان
ياما و ياما من زمان
معك ضيعت سنيني
لا باحلامك لا باوهامك راح ترجع يوم تلاقيني
لا سلامك لا كلامك و لا منك نظره بترضيني
ياما و ياما تجرح قلبي و انت مش داري
ضحيت باغلى ما عندي و احترقت بناري
هلق بدك انسى امبارح
راجع تطلب مني اسامح
لا لا لا لا
لا باحلامك لا باوهامك راح ترجع يوم تلاقيني
لا سلامك لا كلامك و لا منك نظره بترضيني
نسيت الماضي و يا اللي كان
بقلبي ما عندك مكان
ياما و ياما من زمان ..... من زمان من زمان
معك ضيعت سنيني

Thanks Hassan for the CD, I really like it. I am a big fan of Julia Butros.
I identify myself with her songs.

I've just noticed that my blog was deleted for some unknown reasons
I will be posting my craziness again ,very soon.